Equilibrium for Quiet Contemplation and Inner Peace - Meditation Zen Master

I can’t sleep

I feel the shadow casting over me

Drowing me in the black so I can’t breathe

I need to scream

To take the edge of the reality

To find a place that I could call my home

To call my home

Where were you

When I was fighting myself

Taking the chances on nobody else

It’s who I am

When they took it all away

They took it all away

I will never be the same

This isn’t the end

It just the first time that I’ve wanted more

An equilibrium to say the least

And my thought’s

They get the best of me

Erasing thing that I have set in stone

Where were you

When I was fighting myself

Taking the chances on nobody else

It’s who I am

When they took it all away

They took it all away

I will never be the same

You pushed me to the depths of my fucking mind

I didn’t give a fuck bottles to my luck

And I couldn’t stand all these motherfucking people

Looking at me to kill the faith that I had in you

But I didn’t want to

And I didn’t find truth in the arms of blind fools

Fuck it, I’m with it, no feelings than the all cruel

Hatred begins to set in

Oh God you’d better lay low

The black crows are calling your name

Life or death to me it’s all the

Hatred begins to set in

Oh God you’d better lay low

The black crows are calling your name

Life or death to me it’s all the same

Now I’m killing a villain, a feeling of stealing

The ceiling off of your pathetic fantasies

And so the bastard leaves

I’m drowning in what we could have been

Looking for someone to pick up the pieces

Of what you threw away

You left me hanging by a thread

My hope, is running thin

I’m drowning in the darkness

Lost and fucking alone

I need to wake up from this nightmare

Where were you (where were you)

When I was fighting myself (fighting myself)

Taking the chances on nobody else

It’s who I am (it's who I am)

When they took it all away (took it all away)

They took it all away

I will never be the same