Stuck in the Middle - PHI NIX, Naomi, Phinix

It got me, this hurt has finally got me

Identity struggle so yours I paste like Terracopy

Dad where are you?

Help me see this struggle through

Tell me that I am the one that’ll live to redefine you

Tell me that I am the flood that flows to the fountain of youth

Told myself never to use your absence as an excuse

Still waters run deep but still for water I’m thirsty

God’s with me but the man Emmanuel left me empty

I’d be lying if I said your absence isn’t hurtful

Cause a question is still in me like «God did you have to?»

Questioning my Maker as if it will make my condition better

Tryna get rid of my past, please pass me an eraser…

Feeling like life is a riddle (riddle)

Hope is now so little (little)

Midnight Running like De Niro (Niro)

Drowning in melting pillows (pillows)

Tired of trying to be the hero (hero)

All of me is belittled to little

Nalemo yesa, mphamvu zero (zero)

Feel like I’m stuck in the middle (middle)

Ooh it got me, this pain has finally got me

Identity struggles, a Lone Ranger, I’m Kimosabe

Mum, I can’t see you, help me see this struggle through

You left me insecure, not so sure why I had to endure

Every morning wash my face, hoping to see yours too

I prompt to prompt you to show up impromptu

And the worst part is I’ve never said how much I miss you

Misused my mercy, amiss

Miss Mercy I miss you

I’d be lying if I said your absence isn’t hurtful

Cause a question is still in me like «God did you have to?»

Questioning my Maker as if it will make my condition better

Tryna get rid of my past, please pass me an eraser…

Feelin' like life is a riddle (riddle)

Hope is now so little (little)

Midnight Running like De Niro (Niro)

Drowning in melting pillows (pillows)

Tired of trying to be the hero (hero)

All of me is belittled to little

Nalemo yesa, mphamvu zero (zero)

Feel like I’m stuck in the middle (middle)

Honestly, it’s hard to trust a God you’ve never seen Especially after he took

parents you never got see

Thou shall not covet!"

It’s easier to comment about my hopelessness in depth when you call my cry

contempt

But what is restlessness in death?

Like a hopelessness in faith

God you know my heart;

Gentle, soft spoken cause I don’t want to be hurt

Been through way too much

Battled depression, over thinking, I don’t weigh too much

Father to the Fatherless, why do you love me still?

When the storm and waves hit me hard you said Peace be still

Phinix, please be still and know that I am not only God but I am your Father too

So forever all my days, I’ll place all my faith and trust in you.

I know you are God

I know you are God

Through the storm

Through the waves

I know you are God

I know you are God

Through the storm

Through the waves

I know you are God

I know you are God

Umuyayaya nkalami temwa

Umuyayaya nkalami temwa