I Can't Stand To Fall - Philmont

Is there an earthquake causing the earth to shake

So violently that I can’t stand on my two feet

(Why can’t I stand on my two feet?)

It makes my heart break knowing I’m not

What I thought I’d be

I always hoped for greater things

(I know I’m meant for greater things)

But not now

Tear down these walls

I’d climb but I can’t stand to fall without You

Tear down these walls that separate us now

I can’t make them fall without You

I spent a long time building barricades to fortify

Creating space by drawing lines (by drawing lines)

But now I realize when I try to hide it’s all in vain

I end up pushing You away

(I'm tired of pushing You away)

But not now

You’ll find me lying down in the debris waiting for You

There’s not much left of me

But what is left is willing

God I’m willing