I Can't Believe - Made Of Hate

I know the life could be really hard to live

In the way you’ve always wanted it to be

There is no glamor, fame only ice and flame

Rude awakening at the dusk

I told you not to let it get you

You told me: I won’t forget you

I didn’t know what was going on

Even now it’s still unknown

I know the love could be based on lie and sin

Breaking all rules that’s what it is

Sometimes it also fades leaving empty space

Don’t trick yourself: it’s what it is

I can’t believe, I can’t accept

I can' t believe that you are dead

I got a call from friend I remember shaking hands

A drop of cold sweat on my back

He told me you were gone they found you laying dead

I was in shock and still I am

My dearest friend of all I will regret your fall

Why didn’t you let us know?

You were not alone in this conflicted world

But you chose to let it go…