I Will Never (Be Your Friend) - Irish Stew of Sindidun

You came into my world

Settled me down in spite of my wild life

You took my hand, I felt so strong

When I saw myself in your skyblue eyes

And the more I looked at you the more you smiled at me And the more we talked I lived my sweetest dream

I tried to move my head, I tried to close my eyes

‘twas only you I could see, and then I realised…

Chorus:

I will never be your friend

Life has always been worse than it seemed

I feel so sad, I just pretend

You’re so close, but so far away from me Her skin was white like a lily

Her bonny cheeks were red as a rose

Her eyes were blue as the ocean

She made me happy, was just one of those

And then one day, after time of happiness

She made me sad and made me think of the end

She picked the colours, painted my entire world

Then soiled all she painted with a hasty move

Cold morning, still the same

Now every drop of dew is a teardrop in my eye

And these wounds don’t seem to heal

The clock is counting down in my tired heart

The last time I saw you was at N.N.W.O

I killed my seventh pint and I wanted seven more

I was as ruined as ship that couldn’t reach the shore

The time cannot erase the things we shared before

And now, I’m roaming the streets

Refreshing memory of what we used to be Will I give myself another try?

The only home I’ve ever had was in your arms

Now I feel so hollow, lost in space and time

But there’s a flame, still burning in this heart of mine

I’ll give myself a try to find another way

At least I’ll roam again and again…