End of Me - Evans Blue

You took my Halo!

Lo!

Lo!

You took my Halo!

Lo!

Lo!

It wasn’t the fear of exemption

The thought of alone

It wasn’t releasing myself from all the skeletons

No. It wasn’t hard to believe in everything I was told

Until I grew up and had to make some sense on my own

And how could everything I say I’ve been through

Using words somehow satisfy me

Like making you feel bad for me cures

This disease, the hate, the fact that I can’t erase

Its like the oxygen I breathe is poisonous and hey

I’m not just another guy looking for answers in life

Like why a god why a hell, where do we go when we die

Cause honestly I don’t believe a revelation can spawn

These questioning demons to pack their bags and be gone

I know how it must seem to hear these words as a cloud

A depressing and condescending broken record too loud

But they’re my words and thoughts

And I choose to persevere

I refuse to give up

And let the future end here

You took my Halo!

Lo!

Lo!

You took my Halo!

Lo!

Lo!

How many scratches on the surface of fate

How many lies does it take to be complacent today

I’m not broken, but I have a scar or two

That lead me to change

The path the blood takes

From my heart to my brain

Its a shame how we can go from being practically sane

To find out that it was only cause we self medicate

It’s your life, you find solutions that can help you escape

And I’ll act like I believe you

And the lies we exchange

I know how it must seem to hear these words as a cloud

A depressing and condescending broken record too loud

But they’re my words and thoughts

And I choose to persevere

I refuse to give up

And let the future end here

You took my Halo!

Lo!

Lo!

You took my Halo!

Lo!

Lo!

Moving forward, living for tomorrow

When the day before

Delivered us with every reason why this is normal

Searching every room, every corner

Feeling like the days are shorter

How the hell can you tell me that pain is a disorder

I was there, I wasn’t dreaming, I didn’t create this feeling

How dare you look me in the eyes and

Tell me there’s a reason

For a mother not to see their children

Growing up to cure diseases only to be buried by one

Then tell them Jesus has his reasons

I know how it must seem to hear these words as a cloud

A depressing and condescending broken record too loud

But they’re my words and thoughts

And I choose to persevere

I refuse to give up

And let the future end here

You took my Halo!

Lo!

Lo!

You took my Halo!

Lo!

Lo!