I Will Be Grateful For This Day - Bright Eyes

I had girl I knew she grew became a woman

now I think that she teaches at one of the schools downtown,

we used to roll the windows down

and play the music loud

smoking out in her car

think its where it stole my heart

and we’d get drunk and kiss

our bodies twist like shoe laces.

And we never came out on top;

I guess you were just my type.

You know that summer never stopped.

I still pretend I’m there.

Bands in the living room,

neighbors ain’t never cared.

So when is sat behind the drum set.

Your heartbeat’s what I tried to play.

With kick and snares so careless not in time.

So you got ahead of me.

And I guess I’m still dragging behind.

I had a friend who changed his name

but couldn’t change himself.

Never quite figured out

how to do with what life had dealt.

He put a needle in his arm

to calm his calm his handsome hell.

who would have imagined it?

Could’ve worked out so well.

Now he’s a shape that moves that moves

like echoes through my empty room.

And a there’s a voice that speaks

like someone’s read up on what I need.

I turned around and found

exactly what you wo uld expect.

Clothes all left on my floor.

the Papers piled left on my desk.

But where the ink is where the cause effect what’s meant by it the story is incomplete.

The pictures' left unfinished.

So I am writing my own ending.

I’ll let my pen bleed black or blue.

And I will color in the meaning.

It will be gold and green and true.

And I’ll learn to love my new discovered proof.

I’ll be grateful for this day.

I will be grateful for each day to come.