Lie to Me - Behind Blue Eyes

I’m twenty-one, and never been so alone

Got so much left to say

But there’s so much that you’ll never know

I’ve heard you’ve ended up fine

And I bet I don’t cross your mind

But I swear these days I just can’t get you off mine

I will never get back the time that I spent

Laying awake fighting the thoughts in my head

Wishing you’d feel what I felt

I can’t eat, can’t sleep, can’t do anything

I’ll throw my wallet down a well, now watch me beg for change

I won’t ever tell you, if you don’t ever ask

But I hope that I forget you, that the memories don’t last

Sometimes I wanna talk for a while

But I can’t bring myself to pick up the phone

I can’t pretend you’re alone

I’ll live with the choices I’ve made

Only myself I can blame

For choking up when I tried to say:

Let me change who I am for you

I’d give up breathing for one day in his place

I can feel, you forget me like I was a dream

And it hurts

So save your breath, or lie to me

And tell me everything’s gonna change

I’m sick of honesty

And I can’t handle the truth these days

So I’ll wait forever

How could i have been a better man?

If actions speak louder than words then I’ll be deafening

My eyes are burning.

Wish there was another way

I’m slowly learning that nothing can ever stay the same

Let me change who I am for you

I’d give up breathing for one day in his place

I can feel, you forget me like I was a dream

And it hurts

So save your breath, or lie to me

And tell me everything’s gonna change

I’m sick of honesty

And I can’t handle the truth these days

So I’ll wait forever

What can he do that I can’t?

He’s got a pocket full of money

When all I could do was hold your hand

I can’t escape from the thought that

I’m not enough, I never was

Forget me

Out of sight but not out of mind

And all the while I’ll be pretending that

I don’t care and I’ll be fine

But I’ll never get the chance to say

‘I swear I’ll miss you 'til death

I hope I see you around some day.'