Out of Place - Miscreant

Darling, my frustration is killing me

Strangling my thoughts

Blurring eyes, Fake realities

Broken ties

Now align, you left me on my own!

Welcome!

To my story of doubt

There’s some demons in my head and I cannot escape them

Listen

Please listen close

Her love is a curse

The one that draws me in

Temptation of sin!

I am caged

In her eyes

Caught in my own web of self-doubt

No I can’t get out

I feel so much hate!

Her lies buried me alive

The reaper hears my cries

I feel so much hate

I can still taste her skin

If only she could let me in

This is a message for the broken

This is a stand for all those denied

This is our chance to rebuild

You won’t take my life

Can you see the monster I’ve become?

I’ve been so fixated on my self doubt

Angels and the devils are calling me out

Putting me to shame

They know what I’ve become

Another hollow vessel with another hollow name

I am not okay!

This habit needs to break

I feel so much hate!

Her lies buried me alive

The reaper hears my cries!

I feel so much hate

I can taste her skin

If only you would let me in!

This is a message for the broken

This is a stand for those denied

This is our chance to rebuild

You won’t take my life!

I ache

I break

With every step I take

I’m falling back again